Well here it is just one week and one day to departure! What can I say!? This whole thing started out last year about this time with me telling myself that I could never do a thing like go on a mission trip to an Orphanage! Now here I go on an adventure with the Lord! He has asked me to go with Him on this journey. I continue to battle the 'WANT TO'. I was telling a friend that I feel a little like Jonah right now in the sense that I don't want to go! BUT... I am so excited about going with my Lord to see taste and touch, just experience and learn all that He has for me! I know the saying is that when there is fear that means that you are not trusting. I don't want to have this fear of the 'UNKNOWN' I so much want to embrace every single detail of this journey.
Through these last 5 months I have gone from overflowing excitement and fearless to cowering in fear hoping something will happen that will cause me to have to stay behind from this trip. I am coming out of that cowering in fear to the excitement today, fear fear go away and never come back! I choose today to TRUST Jesus to take care of all my needs, wipe away all my fears and to comfort my heart when it gets broken!
Carolyn
P.S.
Contrary to popular belief, I AM NOT BABY SHOPPING!
Through these last 5 months I have gone from overflowing excitement and fearless to cowering in fear hoping something will happen that will cause me to have to stay behind from this trip. I am coming out of that cowering in fear to the excitement today, fear fear go away and never come back! I choose today to TRUST Jesus to take care of all my needs, wipe away all my fears and to comfort my heart when it gets broken!
Carolyn
P.S.
Contrary to popular belief, I AM NOT BABY SHOPPING!
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